~!!~ The pain of a lost love~!!~

I have pain inside of me
And crying is my only cure
I go crazy thinking of you
My love for you is pure.

The clock is ticking
And I wish it would slow down
The moment of truth is near
I smile on the outside, but inside I frown.

Life is so unfair and confusing
]No matter what, I lose
I feel so lost in this game called love
I don’t know what to choose.

This is my minute of insanity
My second of unclear thought
I don’t know what I’ll do without you
All these months, I’ve fought.

Keep me concealed
For I don’t think I want to see you
When there is this much ache in my heart
I won’t make it through.

I am almost ashamed of this poem
Because I know I should forget you now
I have tried so many times before
But I don’t think that I know how.